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Passover was this month and the Feast of Unleavened Bread! It was such a wonderful time as this year was the first year celebrating it with family and also decorating. This felt like how Christmas felt when I was a kid but more fulfilling since I was doing it out of love for Jesus Christ our God and King.
God really showed me different perspectives — and not “showed me” like a how Man “shows” but more like… as I was typing this I remembered the scene from Iron Man, 2? He makes the new element with his dad “showing” him a way. Kinda like that and it was wonderful.
God’s sovereignty over my life and extending to others is that real representation of “my cup being full and overflowing”. In my life there seems to be this weird “care-free” feeling that I have been feeling ever since being born again. Also I enjoyed other real representations of how God may not be physically here like Jesus was physically there with the disciples, but still being able to be there for us on an individual level.
With the stereotypical struggles every man experiences — God is definitely there pulling me through.
I feel God watering my life and gardening it while watching out for my personal feelings as well. It has been lovely, a great example for me to live by.
Thank you God for your wonderful Holy Days!
“And there ye shall eat before the Lord your God, and ye shall rejoice in all that ye put your hand unto, ye and your households, wherein the Lord thy God hath blessed thee.”
Overall this month has not been too eventful but being God’s lovely servant awaiting adoption as Son when His kingdom comes.
Work is still Work — Errands are still Errands — but God is pulling me in an interesting direction.
I am not able to say this at the moment but I am excited.
I am ready to go full force and every step is a direction to what God has prepared for me. I am interested in wanting to be a man that is in control of their time and funds, but I must remember that; my time is Gods time, my funds is Gods funds.
Only few things I pray for and one of them is to have my time and money be used for Gods purpose. And not just the stereotypical “purpose”, NO! I mean I want all of my time to be in Jesus Christ organizations and all my funds coming from Jesus Christ organizations. At this time my time is split and it is frustrating sometimes, but not “angry” frustration but like “I want to lay on the couch and stare at the ceiling” frustration lol.
Anywho, no other thing excites me more than opportunities to talk about Jesus and guiding people to Jesus — God has given me a gift of handling angry clients/customers and interesting enough it is great for evangelizing!
“Then he said unto them, Go your way, eat the fat, and drink the sweet, and send portions unto them for whom nothing is prepared: for this day is holy unto our Lord: neither be ye sorry; for the joy of the Lord is your strength.”
