AUGUST
I didn’t realize that this happened to be one of the most stressful times in my life, lol. God King Christ Jesus really has me armored up — like I definitely didn’t feel good going through it, but looking back, these past months should have destroyed me mentally and maybe physically.
When I look back, a lot of healthy habits have been planted — the soil has been tilled.
I am back with family.
It feels like the first day with a single couch and eating Chinese food — and no slowing down, work starts in a moment. Some reason it felt, from one perspective, like defeat from a position of altitude. Especially with the process, it felt like I was being stripped away of something, but something that was actually damaging me.
God’s timing is evermore sensed visually and physically. His way are definitely unique and precise; the way a gps can save you time on traffic with intricate routes, so was God ‘driving’ me around and more noticeable this month. God started a wave and I did not fight the current, I simply go through it with the armor of God.
God provided and God takes away — I truly believe it would of been impossible without Him.
This month there was many things to work and juggle between, Like spinning plates that slowly stop spinning and you must spin it and continue with the other plates.
I do feel somewhat “bad’ that I am not there for the ministries I am a part of — I pray that changes and my life becomes from stable.
“The LORD gave, and the LORD hath taken away; blessed be the name of the LORD.”
“So then neither is he that planteth any thing, neither he that watereth; but God that giveth the increase.”
Starting another content plan, I should become a social media strategist lol. I just don’t feel like that is a job that is as stable as the ones God provides me, maybe one day! Lord willing, He plans and I execute.
God has planted a seed and has been catering to the seeds needs. As I told my family, the small garden God plants in our bodies, in His temple; we are caretakers but not the owners of this beautiful garden that He is so knowledgeable in. This month God’s working were more present and visible rather than “in the background”.
I am not sure what is next, but I am ready.
Content is being created and God’s gospels will be proclaimed and His torah will be taught to all nations!
Lot of blessings this month, from tackling stress to balancing different works for God — it truly has been an honor to go through this.
I am exciting for what the Lord has planned for me in the next upcoming months. There will be a lot of noise being made as we get into the fall festivals.
