MAY
God has provided a new found push to work on evangelizing for Jesus’s torah. One of the main tools I have is INFJNJTI and INFJNJTI has been all on board which is reassuring.
I worked on INFJNJTI ESSNTLS recently but I think this may need to be redirected to another form of clothing. I think there is some truth that T-Shirts are ‘underwear’ the same way that briefs is ‘underwear’. I am needing to pray more and research more about this.
What was great is that God has introduced my brother in Christ to a new found push to evangelize as well. He finally created his discord this month and called it The Upper Room. I helped with some of the channels and some of the images but it is great to see other torah-observant christians ready to evangelize.
This has lead me to grow in my understanding, I have been hosting Torah Q&A’s on Tuesdays and Thursdays. This enabled me to share the fruit that God has help me produce and I think this is the direction that I am needing to go. I do not have any other goals other than preaching God’s word. I have never been happy with any other work than this.
One interesting thing that comes into mind is that torah-observant christianity is despised throughout history; especially from some of the main denominations.
I am relying on God to provide, as He has done many times before, and allow me to build lifestyle that He permits.
I am hoping to strengthen the community I have and the relationships I have in my life.
“15 And I will give you pastors according to mine heart, which shall feed you with knowledge and understanding.
16 And it shall come to pass, when ye be multiplied and increased in the land, in those days, saith the Lord, they shall say no more, The ark of the covenant of the Lord: neither shall it come to mind: neither shall they remember it; neither shall they visit it; neither shall that be done any more.
17 At that time they shall call Jerusalem the throne of the Lord; and all the nations shall be gathered unto it, to the name of the Lord, to Jerusalem: neither shall they walk any more after the imagination of their evil heart.”
This month has been hard-hitting mentally and physically. There has many challenges and this resulted me in fasting more often rather than getting into prayers. Especially in America where the whole deal is to consume; I rather consume Christian content than consume anything else haha.
It is wonderful to be sustained by our glorious Christ Jesus.
I think one point is work/life taking a toll on me and the constant uptick of that work/life to be diluted. I guess this is the ‘all work - no play’ but if my entire job was focused on evangelizing and caring for others, this would be awesome. (Is this was a ‘pastor’ is?)
I am letting God to call me when needed and that I may not be exalting myself in any way.
The main challenges would be that there is no ‘institution’ of this or at least I have not seen one and maybe I should keep searching. But I do want the christian community to be in power and to hold positions of power — if that is me, let Gods will be done and not my own.
Interesting enough, Pentecost is June 1st and there was a big announcement given to me for the month of June.
May my flesh not interfere what God has for me — Amen.
“22 Cast thy burden upon the Lord, and he shall sustain thee: he shall never suffer the righteous to be moved.”
